Those moments wherein you just find yourself crying unconsciously— like tears start falling unknowingly. Today, I had them. I just found myself crying out of the blue with no initial reason or in fact, any reason. The reflex surprised me for I started feeling better in a way with that unconscious event. Maybe, just maybe… it was my body’s way of letting out emotional stress.
Sure, I might be thinking too much, but it makes sense in a way. I’ve been feeling more emotional stress than usual and I think my body has noticed it. I think by unconsciously crying, it was releasing some emotional stress within me. It did make me feel better in truth— among other things that happened today.
Since I’ve brought up “among other things that happened today”, I might as well share the events today that made me feel a little better amongst the emotional stress that I’m dealing with. In truth, I found this day depressing and I felt basically alone and lost. But there were those moments that made me feel a little better.
- Marlo and Leif crashing Computer Science class and solving brain games for most of the period. I finished the quiz quite early, so I was able to spend my remaining time solving problems with Marlo & Leif (like bridges).
- Biology class was fun. Since we took the long test yesterday, we had a free period today. Thus Ma’am Cheng introduced an online game to us: Thingdom. Thingdom is basically a genetics like game since you mate two organisms (Things) in order to produce a specific type of offspring (Thing). It was basically a laugh trip in class as we named the offsprings the following: Ferdie, AdamJo, Jejelogs, Gigalogs, etc. Also, finding out that I got over perfect in Biology was a great way to start the afternoon.
- Physics class. Should I be scared that I thought the long test was easy? While Sir Porquez’s multiple choice questions and choices are questionable, his problem solving questions were quite a give away. Here is to hoping I get a decent grade in my long test.
- Finally, finding out that you’re the 11th in the UPCAT Post simulation is a happy pill. I wasn’t expecting to reach the top 10 area or be near it. I was quite skeptical at first since I ranked 45 last time and that huge improvement is highly improbable. But it happened. It made me happy and now, I’m feeling quite better. Thanks to Miel, Kenneth, Dave and Darren for telling me.